Monday, July 16, 2012
Creative writer, inc...
I am currently in the waiting stage to get my work re organized so it can be better understood. I will be posting new work here on my page every week so stage posted for new titles and thank you so much.
Thursday, November 4, 2010
Funeral
No laughter, no cry let me rest in peace, closed casket due to a 10 car accident pile up totally unrecognizable to the eyes of family and friends their eyes do not even blink.
14 carot gold tight sealed and shiny like a mirror of many reflections, many people have cried because a good friend of theirs has died never have I had any positive place of direction.
Sins of hate, sins that have made me a thug, pushing hard thru life striken my fist at bad times place a thick sheet over my coffin with maybe a run. Cry 2day and mourn 2morrow and let their be no interruptions, pray 4 me when you sleep at night and have a brighter day, never in my life have I ingested nasty chicken dumplings.
Deceased not alive anymore nevermore will I breath, no sound from my heart and my eyes closed shut 4 ever, visit my burial site and if you cry 4 me please do it with ease.
I feel and I know Tupac and I are on the same level, trying our best to fill in our friends with deepness and now we may have to bury ourselves and values still alive with our own shovels.
In my mind of meditations when I sleep and ever again wake up, I cried way way tooo much over many girls and women they have had my mind all comfused and oh so shooken in a lie pssst what a bluff.
Read my poems and forfill my words of insanity if you must, friends in my life while on earth I some could not stand and even my self I could not trust. I was rich, popular and always ontop of things, mama always told me to keep my head up high and stay out of trouble until I brought my x fiancee a 24 carot diamond ring.
4get you ever knew me and clear me from your open mind, I never ever trusted anyone on earth for they left me blinded and at times side ways side winded. 4give me if you must and then leave me the hell alone will you, so many walk over me, so many talk over me and when it seems I feel condomned.. Awaiting my funeral.. Copyright 2010..
14 carot gold tight sealed and shiny like a mirror of many reflections, many people have cried because a good friend of theirs has died never have I had any positive place of direction.
Sins of hate, sins that have made me a thug, pushing hard thru life striken my fist at bad times place a thick sheet over my coffin with maybe a run. Cry 2day and mourn 2morrow and let their be no interruptions, pray 4 me when you sleep at night and have a brighter day, never in my life have I ingested nasty chicken dumplings.
Deceased not alive anymore nevermore will I breath, no sound from my heart and my eyes closed shut 4 ever, visit my burial site and if you cry 4 me please do it with ease.
I feel and I know Tupac and I are on the same level, trying our best to fill in our friends with deepness and now we may have to bury ourselves and values still alive with our own shovels.
In my mind of meditations when I sleep and ever again wake up, I cried way way tooo much over many girls and women they have had my mind all comfused and oh so shooken in a lie pssst what a bluff.
Read my poems and forfill my words of insanity if you must, friends in my life while on earth I some could not stand and even my self I could not trust. I was rich, popular and always ontop of things, mama always told me to keep my head up high and stay out of trouble until I brought my x fiancee a 24 carot diamond ring.
4get you ever knew me and clear me from your open mind, I never ever trusted anyone on earth for they left me blinded and at times side ways side winded. 4give me if you must and then leave me the hell alone will you, so many walk over me, so many talk over me and when it seems I feel condomned.. Awaiting my funeral.. Copyright 2010..
Home at last
When my heart has stopped beating and hurting while murmuring after all of the seriousness and unpolished ties, unwantings that have run me in the ground and at times shaken my mind n2 many unspoken arguments and as I rest to sleep, in my unconsciousness is where I will soon find.
Inside of my heart there is a little bruised piece of my mind that makes me stir crazy, temptations come and stay here and there leaving me stilled in feelings of contusions and a breathlessness of being lazy.
Sometimes I want to be strung off the high and numbness of crack cocaine as I inhale the feelings it gives me, my eyes leave of red and becomes so white and as my heart beats faster and faster making me want more and more however and whenever it longingly extracts me?
And 4 all of the Marijuana that I have smoked and 4 all of the acid I have instilled still breathes within me and my veins, wanting so much to do it all again and relive my old emotions that drove me totally insane.
Wakes and funeral as even my own I have seen and cried about as in my eyes I see, so much pain I keep secret and anger I deal with overcomes me and sometimes delivers my heart free and then leaves me.
Solitude, anger, broken and good relationships that have left me all alone on a cooks shelf, just wanting to have more foods to eat and some1 who has touched my deeply if I can catch myself from falling off that awaited clef.
4 my family they love ame and honor me and when I need them they are there, food and drink I recieve when I am in need with all love and Godly honesty of the upmost care.
Ties that I have binded and boned I long to always hold and cherish and when my heart will become a solid time glass, sanity in my heart I have given to many others and theirs I need it now and finally after all of this drama I made it and now I am home at last..
Copyright 2010
Inside of my heart there is a little bruised piece of my mind that makes me stir crazy, temptations come and stay here and there leaving me stilled in feelings of contusions and a breathlessness of being lazy.
Sometimes I want to be strung off the high and numbness of crack cocaine as I inhale the feelings it gives me, my eyes leave of red and becomes so white and as my heart beats faster and faster making me want more and more however and whenever it longingly extracts me?
And 4 all of the Marijuana that I have smoked and 4 all of the acid I have instilled still breathes within me and my veins, wanting so much to do it all again and relive my old emotions that drove me totally insane.
Wakes and funeral as even my own I have seen and cried about as in my eyes I see, so much pain I keep secret and anger I deal with overcomes me and sometimes delivers my heart free and then leaves me.
Solitude, anger, broken and good relationships that have left me all alone on a cooks shelf, just wanting to have more foods to eat and some1 who has touched my deeply if I can catch myself from falling off that awaited clef.
4 my family they love ame and honor me and when I need them they are there, food and drink I recieve when I am in need with all love and Godly honesty of the upmost care.
Ties that I have binded and boned I long to always hold and cherish and when my heart will become a solid time glass, sanity in my heart I have given to many others and theirs I need it now and finally after all of this drama I made it and now I am home at last..
Copyright 2010
Crazy,
Neva will I eat any respiratory in a manner of when I did, raised by a born killa street nigga insane in the brain every since I was 8 years old just a little nigga.
Always holding a raza blade in my mouth Lord give me a reason, to label all of my sins a "Q" and a phophecy, my mind feels automatically in a set treason, label me a hitch hiker.
No Mercy
My family, my friends, no justice, no peace either any close love, never had a STD disease in my younger years or older ones to come in time, so needing not to wear any maximum gloves.
N my heart I can meditate on you and take your life and living spirits, hell you won't know what came over you like lightining you will not be able to even feel this.
Sik and demented in my state of deep confusion, no laughter, no cry and no more tears, my old self sweeney at my last 3 funerals. Copyright 2010
Always holding a raza blade in my mouth Lord give me a reason, to label all of my sins a "Q" and a phophecy, my mind feels automatically in a set treason, label me a hitch hiker.
No Mercy
My family, my friends, no justice, no peace either any close love, never had a STD disease in my younger years or older ones to come in time, so needing not to wear any maximum gloves.
N my heart I can meditate on you and take your life and living spirits, hell you won't know what came over you like lightining you will not be able to even feel this.
Sik and demented in my state of deep confusion, no laughter, no cry and no more tears, my old self sweeney at my last 3 funerals. Copyright 2010
No Mercy
Let me fend for myself when I die tonight, do not wake me up in my deep sleep then maybe my person of twin will not put up a fight. If he does my heart knows I cannot hurt him, when we were born 2 like a bad storm mama always told me since I am unique my fixed gift my soul will be sworn in!
I have much power, I lead no pressure or fear, march on in Jambereez and Indians my suicidal mind will not and most wanted from towns I have no tears. No mercy, no cry forfill me with enough energy, when I am high death floats my mind, confused and on a deadly tip my atmosphere filled with many unknown galaxies.
Times my head is lost 4ever in a lake hidden beneath the white snow, demons and many sinned with a fix go on missions to murder some1 with no purpose the sign on the double mirror or no return tells me which way I should take of evil to go.
Fuck the world and folks that always done me wrong, playa haten motha fuckers trien to sceam up on a sack from me I ain't got nothing 4 em but a slug and a sin, my angels keep playing the same ole evil song.
Positive ties, negative lies bury me with no expression on my face, bury me 12 feet deep and if not I will dig myself up decomposed or not and cause all kinds of ruckus all over this damned place!
I will be intoxicated when I murder you mother*******, no fear, no shyness I have in my emotions and in time my angels will follow over your grave stones and bring on much ruckus.
So when the world spins around and 4ever freezes over I have no person, thank you Lord in my lines of and i have No Mercy.................................
I have much power, I lead no pressure or fear, march on in Jambereez and Indians my suicidal mind will not and most wanted from towns I have no tears. No mercy, no cry forfill me with enough energy, when I am high death floats my mind, confused and on a deadly tip my atmosphere filled with many unknown galaxies.
Times my head is lost 4ever in a lake hidden beneath the white snow, demons and many sinned with a fix go on missions to murder some1 with no purpose the sign on the double mirror or no return tells me which way I should take of evil to go.
Fuck the world and folks that always done me wrong, playa haten motha fuckers trien to sceam up on a sack from me I ain't got nothing 4 em but a slug and a sin, my angels keep playing the same ole evil song.
Positive ties, negative lies bury me with no expression on my face, bury me 12 feet deep and if not I will dig myself up decomposed or not and cause all kinds of ruckus all over this damned place!
I will be intoxicated when I murder you mother*******, no fear, no shyness I have in my emotions and in time my angels will follow over your grave stones and bring on much ruckus.
So when the world spins around and 4ever freezes over I have no person, thank you Lord in my lines of and i have No Mercy.................................
Ready 2 Die
Neva will I die my heart beats eternal who shall I fear, my mind lost in suicidal situations, no occupation my baby brotha sheddin tears. So high till I die Lord when the day it comes, bury me with two clips, a bomb shell you know mama gone run.
Unload the glock empty the barrel and hit the President Casino running from my enemies, jumping over bushes and and barrels knocking rich people down fallin on high crap tables the camera can't even see.
Pump my stomach with 25 hundred volts, electrical impulses run my veins into a line of vines and make sure you hit the pump. Run away, run away hit the back woods driven into deep water, watch out for the beez and anacondas, my ex-girlfriends Rhonda Simpson damn she be sippen on clippen on and then it condles.
Mess wit me chrome I push 1 in your dome blood running through the white sheets! Connect me body to the mega heartz of the Mississippi Power voltage hook up and lock the switch, feed me nourishments on the day my body will be cleanded, relax my bones in sulfuric acid and shake my hands from heated leaches, my devils mean bitch.
Only God can judge me on the day of my death, with hells adversaries busting and rappin like R. Kelly," I believe I can fly," and in my eyes you will see love and a car one day and in my old heart I am so cold wit no pity, ready to die. Copyright 2010
Unload the glock empty the barrel and hit the President Casino running from my enemies, jumping over bushes and and barrels knocking rich people down fallin on high crap tables the camera can't even see.
Pump my stomach with 25 hundred volts, electrical impulses run my veins into a line of vines and make sure you hit the pump. Run away, run away hit the back woods driven into deep water, watch out for the beez and anacondas, my ex-girlfriends Rhonda Simpson damn she be sippen on clippen on and then it condles.
Mess wit me chrome I push 1 in your dome blood running through the white sheets! Connect me body to the mega heartz of the Mississippi Power voltage hook up and lock the switch, feed me nourishments on the day my body will be cleanded, relax my bones in sulfuric acid and shake my hands from heated leaches, my devils mean bitch.
Only God can judge me on the day of my death, with hells adversaries busting and rappin like R. Kelly," I believe I can fly," and in my eyes you will see love and a car one day and in my old heart I am so cold wit no pity, ready to die. Copyright 2010
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
I just wanted to let everyone know that I am in the process of making my cd's and my book is in its final completion. I hope every1 who reads my book will have the ability and come to know my reality which is very dear to me. I hope all send me alot of comments and ratings helping me build up everything I need to keep me up posted and updated, thank you all very much in helping me do so it is because of you all who are there for me..
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